?

Nobody favours me...

Until to the point that i cannot have my own way to express my happiness,

i cannot have my own colour

i cannot have my own dream, even if i dream of something, nobody willing to listen to it

i cannot my have point,

i cannot my have my own judgement

i cannot share my sadness, 

i cannot share my grieve

don't blame me if i..

an egoistic

a selfish bastard

a heartless jerk

...

Living in my own fantasy
where in the real one, i struggle to be freed from damn sadness.

Aku

Aku hanya ada diri aku seorang dan tuhan~

Aku hanya ada diri aku seorng untuk berbicara, meluahkan

Aku hanya ada diri aku seorang untuk gembira

Aku hanya ada diri aku seorang bila sedih

Aku dan tiada siapa siapa

feeling~

Failing it's doesn't mean you will failed forever...

I kept repeating the same words to myself and trust me, it's doesn't work.
I was sad and disappointed with my result.
i thought i would be okay but i'm not.