everything is a mess

to many failure this semester...

go away...

seriously i hate this kind of feeling...
can it just go away from me..
i wanna be the old me...
a person who care free...
a person who is ignorance...
a person who think to be in relationship is mandokusai...

Addicted...

recently i had addicted to this thing...

 It's Rillakuma and friends....it's cute...In Japan there is also Rillakuma Cafe...cool right.

Semester 3

it is about 2 weeks more and imma gonna start the new semester. AND it gonna be more tough...

Fightinng!!!!!!!

to give up or not...

recently after my aunt talked about post mortem and randomly she worried about me as if i will be coming a lawyer to be exact crimanal lawyer...she thought i'm still pursuing law but i'm not...and the worst is everybody is thinking the same as my aunt except for my parent, sibling, close friends.

how should i tell them that i'm just a policy student in Uitm...and i'm such in dillema right now...and ashamed to be honest. when that situation happened it makes me felt guitly to my parent especially my father since he the one who wanted me to be a lawyer. I'm not saying being a policy student is such a bad thing but be a lawyer is one of my dreams and i failed.

I've been thinking to takes MUET again but what if the same thing happened by getting BAND 3. And what about right now? 

Can i cast a spell on them and made them forgot that i once a pre-law student....

WHAT SHOULD I DO?????

Sickness...

getting sick for the whole 2 weeks....

not going anywhere...doing the same routine everyday...

mood: lifeless right now...