Tuesday, June 28, 2011

i hate SKMM...

pfft...

annoyed gler bile gov block sume file sharing punyer website...pe hal plak nak wat cam tu...

suddenly, i have a feeling that i wanna be another country citizens...sorry malaysia...

to ibu....cam ne kite nak tgok drama korea nie...semua dah x leh nak download...

Monday, June 13, 2011

hmmm....

x tau nak ckp cam ner....

Saturday, June 11, 2011

it has to be you...malaysia super junior super show 3...

when i see this video, i always had a goosebumps...the moment when the whole stadium singing along with him...hehehe...this is my favourite momet although yesung is not my ultimate bias...and i love his smile at the end of the song...he really touched....

credit to the owner of this video...

Friday, June 10, 2011

Wae?????

sometimes i don't understand...why people give a bad perception on kpop fans...

Friday, June 3, 2011

gloomy...

one days, my mom asked me...what if she talk to my father and said she let him married again....but if he gets married again..please don't neglect her children...and she's totally fine with it...

i felt sad and empty right now....

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

FALL IN LOVE WITH SUPER JUNIOR AGAIN!!!

I suppose to blog this long time ago but i have to wait for the picture from huda...

AGAIN on 19 MARCH 2011, I WENT TO SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW 3 AGAIN!!!! First, I want to say Malaysian ELF daebak!!! We’re the best!!!  Although the shining star and marry u project is fall but the concert was totally amazing. And Malaysia super show 3 is better than the Singapore….i wish my sister was there too. For those who said shindong is fat! They totally wrong!!!
the djs that hosting before the concert started are totally amaze with Elf…they do a fan test on us…we’re sing and they dance…quit pity of them because nobody one want to be their girlfriends because all elf wanted to be suju girls…then the light went off and the party began!!!

1.      vcr and intro…got to see the vcr…hotness overload…

2.      sorry sorry- donghae flying!!! at last I get to see donghae not his butt because I sat on the terrace..siwon popped out  in front of our terrace. they evolve around the stage with a cool face.  hehehe…i wish they release this sorry sorry version…choreographer is daebak and cool…one word is daebak!!! sorry sorry jang! love to see them in white..they look cool and handsome like always…I was shouting like there is no tomorrow for us…keekekekeke…

3.       super girl- super junior M feat super junior! a total daebak collaboration…I love to see henry and zhou mi with them because they were part of super junior too. super girl remix is best…love the intro and eunhyuk rap.. need this remix in mp3…

4.       don’t don- heechul playing drum along with jungmo playing electric guitar, henry with his vioilin, zhoumi singing something..maybe about gonna rock this house…I couldn’t heard it clearly because everyone is shouting including me…donghae, eunhyuk, sungmin and leetuk fly up with firework in their hand. the rest on the stage…

5.       vcr…I found sungmin and leeteuk are very cute blowing balloon for a little elf girl…

6.       no other- this song is very sweet to me…leetuk and sungmin flying with sapphire blue pearl balloons in their hand…love to see leetuk cute way when flying..he does look like a duck. the rest playing on the stage…they all are very cute to describe in words. the best is the stadium gives out a lot of confetti including a star shape that had written super junior super show 3 on it. I tried to catch one of it but I failed. How sad. hehehe..yesung tried to block eunhae from hugging…no other project mission succeed. Everyone show out the heart banner that distribute before the concert.

7.       member introduction…heechul from Italy..maybe…siwon from spain…kyuhyun from egpyt…sungmin from mexico…ryeowook from india…yesung from india tribe…eunhyuk from stone aged man….donghae from London…shindong from china…and leetuk from dubai…I lolled hard when everybody introduces themselves in english..good effort..hehehehe…and leetuk is throwing water bottle and towel…and he did said assalamualaikum and insya-allah…but the word appa kappa (apa khabar) is always said during the show..donghae is being cute by playing with the red plastic chair. eunhyuk with his yeah and donghae with his wow. LOL…

8.       confession- it originally a sjm song..but they make it into Korean version..hehehe…they are like to play around…I wonder how old are them actually…

9.       good person- time to goofing around…yesung…poor him when everybody interrupt him when he’’s singing…

10.   rokkugo- donghae come out to sing with suju-t…but they give him a fraksiya..where everybody give him a kick continuously…when he get up and sing,  they put all the microphone on his face…that their favourite’s way…sungmin and leetuk lay on the stage in front of the vip seat..then eunhyuk join them…shindong laid on the top of them and heechul on the top…suju sandwich..

11.   vcr…ryeowook, kyuhyun and yesung…when they flashback during their children day…how cute…

12.   ryeowook solo (one fine spring)- sungmin play the guitar along…this time ryeowook sing the mandarin version one…i hardly memorise the Korean version because I thought he will sing it during the show but it’s totally fine…mandarin or Korean…he does have a lovely voice…ryeowook sweet voice…aigoo…

13.   kyuhyun solo (endless love)- mandarin song…I had memorize a bit of its chorus…kyuhyun voice had melted all the people in the stadium…he does have the heaven voice that made people fall in love with it.

14.   eunhyuk & donghae solo (I wanna love you)- sexy but they don’t open their clothes because Malaysia had set up the restriction and so they have to follow it. I was waiting to see eunhyuk abs and donghae sexy 
chest muscle where I found it too cosy to lay my head on it…lol me and my perverted mind…

15.   leetuk solo (kiss goodbye)- mandarin song…singing with playing the piano…love when in the end of the song, leetuk smile and show his dimple..his left side dimple is his main asset.

16.   siwon solo- he singing about people who starve in those poor country…that why he’s been a pointed one of the unicef representative..he look simply cool with a t-shirt and jeans only…he does has the good looking…

17.   henry solo- (baby baby)- henry, you managed to make me love this song…if not because of you, I won’t listen to justin bieber’s baby baby….henry really a prodigy in music…he does not only good playing violin but in piano too…imagine baby baby with piano…the dance it cute and cool in one times…henry, I want pinched your chubby cheek…you’re too cute!!!

18.   sungmin solo(if you leave)- I don’t expect sungmin wil be damn hot like that…those wave makes the crowd scream…sungmin when did you learn to be sexy? those female dancers play their role very well.

19.   eunhyuk solo (down)- ena..i wish you here with me during the show…eunhyuk is getting better in dancing…he’s our dance machine and every ELF know he was too good in dancing.. cool performance…ps: I love your shade, eunhyuk…

20.   vcr: about how ma(horse) siwon save the world from the fattinator (shindong) with the help of super junior T feat donghae. I wonder can trot song really can save the world. haha just kidding..

21.   tok tok tok- funny song…hehehe…I see eunhae moment…heechul pulling sungmin bow tie and release it back..i know it’s hurt…

22.   you and I- it’s seem the magnae had spend too much time with the leader…now, kyuhyun did know how to do cheap dance…LOL…eunhae moment…yehae moment…eunshihae moment…never tired of those brotherly moment…too cute to resist..

23.   song for you- we have dance lesson with leetuk. we sing a long while follow what leetuk thought us the dance…first, doing the heart sign, then hug, and last point our finger  at super junior…love super junior train…hehehe…

24.   zhoumi solo- we keep chanting his name…zhoumi…he does need more love from ELF.

25.   vcr- shindong fighting…still have some of gag element…leetuk with two sword fighting…sungmin with his martial art skill…yesung did know how to be a good looking gangster…too hot…and donghae, when did you learned how to use gun…they are damn hot!!!

26.   shake it up- cool performance…some of the crew started to enjoy the show too…hehehe…suju never failed to makes people loves their  music and show.

27.   Twins- love the intro dance. The step is kinda like after school bang but cooler maybe sort like army styles. then heechul comes out, the crowd started to hype and we did chant KNOCK OUT loudly…hehehe…ekin and me were completely lost our mind this night…in the middle they dance again and yesung comes out and said can you get out of my life!!!  Totally bomb!

28.   vcr- I love how they make a sick little girl happy…they turn the girls room into deep ocean and fishes swimming around…they are sweet.

29.   Hate u love U- they sat on the main stage and sing…they totally immerse in the song with the whole ELF singing along with them. ELF is jang!!

30.   In My Dream- I love this song very much!!! KRY voices are daebak! For me they have the nice blend of voices including sungmin and donghae. My heart and emotion was carried away with their angelic voices.

31.   vcr- they show a song that dedicate for us, ELF…sweet!!! We are the beautiful girls in the world!!! and we love you guys!!

32.   All My heart- haha…love to see donghae and kyuhyun holding hands…love their random pose during nannannan part…donghae and eunhyuk show of their dance skills…kyuhyun doing random dances…siwon tried to “rape” hae again..lol..yesung in the centre of attention.

33.   It has to be you (yesung solo)- ELF did a great job!!! we sing along for the whole song…yesung must be proud of it and touched with ELF. I love when he smile in the end of the performance and if I were him, I must be cried of joy…everyone loves his song…I was awed with the song…listen it live like having a difference feeling that hard for me to describe.

34.   Perfection by SJM- yeah! one word perfect like it’s title…they look damn hot!!!Everyone was screaming loud and sing together with them. hehehe..ryeowook look cute while doing the choreographer…the rap is the best!!! One of the crew was shocked when he sees us too hype during the song.

35.   vcr- hot star that is heechul, ryeowook, siwon, kyuhyun and eunhyuk…I wonder when ryeowook get his car license…kyuhyun look very arrogant. siwon chocolate abs, eunhyuk with his cool dance step and heechul divaness.

36.   Bonamana- the fanchant is great…siwon didn’t strip because of Malaysia guidelines on concert…like always, the boys did do a great performances…hahah…love the 83 lines interaction.

37.   A man in love- I always love their performance on a man in love…kyuhyun with his arrogant look when he popped out from below stage.

38.   U(rock remix)- love the remix very much…some of them run around the concert and kyuhyun was very active during the night…everybody started to stand from their sit and wave our blue sapphire light stick vigorously.

39.   dancing out- the boys running around and acting crazy…and us too. after dancing out, he boys bid us goodbye…

40.   encore- we forgot to do our project that is singing shining star and marry u…I was waited for it but nobody start it…I think everybody forgot about it because having too much fun. 

41.   vcr- vegetables time…

42.   cooking cooking- vegetables super junior…hehehe…they are adorable in those vegetables costumes…they did changed their costumes between themselves…like eunhyuk from bean sprout be the mushroom, leetuk from the cabbage to onion, donghae from onion to bean sprout, shindong from mushroom to broccoli, yesung from broccoli to cabbage…kyuhyun on his evil magnae mood…he keep kicking eunhyuk but and don’t let him get up...then he helped eunhyuk to stand up…yesung was standing in front of our terrace and keep smilling…hehehe…donghae busy taking pictures with fan using Polaroid camera..ryeowook the cutest tomato ever…I want to squish him and put he in my pocket.

43.   A way for love- they throw away balls with their signature…i was hoping to get one but my seat are a bit far from the stage. I was lolled at yesung wearing the Scream mask and stab donghae…hahaha…shindong try all those weird mask…some of them throw back some stuff on the stage to the rock pit standee.

44.   Wonder boy- last song…the boy was enjoying themselves with the fans…kyuhyun shaking hands with ELF. Some of them grabbed him and did hug him…leetuk went to all corner of seat and bow at us 90 degree..he is the most best leader in the world…

45.   Ending- everyone give a thank speech..They called henry, zhou mi and jung mo…as heechul was not in stage, we keep chanting his name until he comes out…hehehe..heechul keep saying I love you and he not sick but he mispronounce it with I don’t sick…hahaha…then he started to introduce siwon the horse and sungmin the pumpkin…then leetuk, donghae and eunhyuk started to mumbling with weird languages…they keep saying apa kappa…then kyuhyun read one of Bruno Mars’s song…hahaha..when I see your face and bla bla…then donghae singing that song and he keep repeating the WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE line…they didn’t allowed yesung to talk until yesung get angry and said I WANT TO TALK in English..when he get the chance to talk, everyone started to touch his pilthrum… haha…donghae with his failed English…Zhoumi expressed his thankfulness…henry said one of reason, he read his status because 70 percent of his follower is Malaysian..i think he loves Malaysian very much…then donghae keep saying see you in twitter tonight..hahahaha..then they give jung mo to speak…kyuhyun being an evil again..he pour a cup of water on jung mo..then, we walked into the middle, leetuk asked us to sing birthday song eunhyuk…eunhyuk is lucky because there is no wet games. then siwon announces the 5th album and there will be Super show 4! Before leave the stage…eunhyuk, donghae, yesung and henry gives us a thumb up like always. donghae sing a little bit of nothing on you for us..i wish the concert won’t end. I’m having too much fun seeing the boys…the concert end.

The media was impressed with us and the boys…The blue sapphire pearls ocean success…i love when ELF chant only blue when there is other colour of light stick.  That was the beautiful sight ever. Waited for the media coverage on super junior…do write good thing about them. Everybody enjoyed the concert very much. The stadium crew having fun with us too…at the beginning, they keep asked us to put down our camera but in the middle of show, they started to immerse in the show and forgot about us. LOL!! This the best advance birthday present I got from my sister, Ina and my only one best friend, Huda…thank you very much..i don’t how to pay both of you…I love you guys very much…

gambo nak upload rpi tenet tgh menyiput...sorry..

Super Junior Fighting!!! ELF loves U very much!!! see you again!!!

5th Album Fighting!!!

Hari Belia 28th May....

SUPER JUNIOR M at Hari Belia 28th May 2011

okay…first I want to talk about them…

hehehehe…tiga kali jmpe oppadeul…

Waited from 7 pm until 10 pm…from 8 pm something, some of Malaysian artist perform on that before super junior m such as farah asyikin, nadia, lan they typewriter and other who I really don’t know about them…about 9 p.m…their performance done and the clean up the stage and I can see some of the worker keep mopping the floor and some of the crews make an inspection at the stage..then I was thought super junior m will came out after that but they are not…

so, they keep playing some of noisy songs that many of us don’t even know about those songs…maybe they should played super junior’s song before waited for them to perfrom and us will be delighted…ok then…at first my sister hafizah…who is first time meet super junior was really excited…she even keep going further and further and left me behind but then, she suddenly rushed to us that is me and ena…and nearly fainted…gosh…we are really panicked on that time…the venue was fully packed with people and very hot…when she about to fell down…we hold her and keep holding her to stand up…some of the Chinese ELF and Malay ELF helped us…some of them keep fanning my sister and some of them give us their mineral water and sweets…so that my sister gonna be okay…at first I was about to take her out form the places but then she keep crying and don’t want to leave…haishh…nak pitam pun still semangat nak tgok ryeowook awak yg comel tu…and thanks to the pak cik yg jual air give us a bottle of drinks for free…and he pour the water on my sister to help her temperature goes down…afterabout an hour of fanning and giving water and sweets, she a little bit okay and ena keep holding her although she look likes she can stand by her own but is it for a precaution…and then she manage to calm down for a while and finally the mc said super junior will be comes in a while and we keep gave her spirit to stay strong..hahahahaha…but really, she is very strong will to see her favourite bias..if I was her, I will go out from the crowd….i promise you, adek…I will brong you to ss4 next time…pinky promise…

okay done for my sister part I will continue about her later…now is Super Junior M part…
hehehehe…we are really waited for this…sape x nak tgok super junior perform free…thanks to kementerian belia and sukan for this great present for the belia…
they sang Perfection, Blue Tommorow….and then the mc interview them…first they introduce themselves like always…hahaha…the best part is when the mc teach them how to said SAYANG…of course we are shouting like hell…eunhyuk was daebak when he keep repeating the saying word for several times…until the mc said, “manja ar this one”..hahahaha…eunhyuk memang manja..

the video link…credit to the owner of this video…


Then she teach them how to said saya cinta padamu…hahahaha…I love those part very much…the mc had about how hard them learn mandarin and I was lolled at ryeowook answer..it’s not hard..hahahaha…ryeowook-ah, don’t lie…the mc asked who is the bay in the group, the crowd said henry..of course he’s the magnae..and who is the most shy boy…I don’t know why the crowd chose kyuhyun…but kyuhyun being a cutie when he hide behind zhoumi and eunhyuk…I forgot to mention, zhoumi wipe of kyuhyun sweat on the stage…hahahaha…skinship…eunhyuk did said Malaysian elf are his girlfriend but we ELF keep mentioning donghae name…hahahaha…eunhae shipper..
but the most jealousy part, there are 6 random fans are selected to see them on the stage and can asked any question at them…I was jealous of all the fans, they can hugged them personally…and I was extremely jealous with kyuhyun and eunhyuk fans…why??? because, kyuhyun hug the girl twice and eunhyuk give his fan a back hug…kyuhyun’a fan asked him which one os the best…games or fans…and kyuhyun replied it in malay “tak payah tanya” and at first I thought he said papaya but then I just realizes he want o said TAK PAYAH TANYA…hahahaha comel sgt…the girl jumped and hug him…he quite shocked with it..but then he hug the girl for the second time for along time and ruffled her hair..so sweet…

here’s the link and credit to the owner of this video..


then about eunhyk’s fan, she asked eunhyuk did he still steel other member underwear…eunhyuk was shocked but he question and he said he wearing his own…but then sungmin said eunhyuk didn’t wear any underwear..lol sungmin…then eunhyuk have to hug the fan..first he took the girl hand and kiss on his hand like a british manner and then he give a backhug…omo…
sungmin fan is a man…he seem more nervous than other girls….hahahaha…when sungmin hug him…he looked overly embarrassed…but seriously, you’re so lucky…
then they continued the performance with henry solo… the title is can’t take off my head on you..then continue with zhoumi solo..i don’t know the song because it was a mandarin song…then continue with ryeowook solo..also a mandarin song and it was the same to kyuhyun too…but the boys voices really makes me drifted away to a dreamland…then eunhyuk time…he stand there and wearing a headphone and tease us with some songs like baby…I love the way you lie…sorry sorry and other…after finishing teasing us, he did a dance covers of Michael Jackson..eunhyuk you’re totally hot when you’re dance…I really love you in red…only sungmin didn’t do a solo..

then the mc called them back and then waited for eunhyuk to change clothes…when eunhyuk done, the mc said…who do you like or maybe better…Michael Jackson or usher? he was a bit hesitated to answer it but then he said it MJ…and the mc said no..it’s you…I mean the mc want to said that eunhyuk is very good in dancing…so the mc asked them to give a goodbye speech…sungmin keep said saya cinta kamu and sayng kamu..henry said he was really touched by Malaysian fan…same goes to zhoumi and other…sungmin keep saying you’re so beautiful..hahahaha…after that they sing Destiny for the final song…after they sang, they bid us good bye and promise to us they will producing a better performance next time and thanks for supporting them a lot…I was really touched by henry that night..he really appreciate us and i can feel it…
then they left the stage…we asked for encore because we know they will super girl for the closing..so again they heated up the stage…finally, they bid a good bye again and keep waving at all at us…and smilling…from my places I can only see henry and a little bit of ryeowook…they holh hand and bow 90 degree before left the stage…and then the super junior m performance ended…but the concert is actually still not ended..but many of us left the place especially ELF and Chinese..because the main reason we’re come is to see super junior m only…sorry other performer..

okay now back to hafizah…after the concert ended..i send a text to huda to wait for me since my sister is still not a bit okay…we pass the crowd to get out form venue..and after I can breath for more air, hafizah want to collapse again…we hold her and brought her to bit spacious places..she sat down for a while…hahahaha…during the concert, she was okay but after omo…totally passed out…we papah her to the paramedic to last resort…hahaha…the rela officer who is a women, keep scolding us because she fainted…but the other rela who is man said she is okay maybe the concert was to hectic…then she keep scolding us and asked us to go to the hospital since hafizah is not okay…then I was afraid if my parent know about this especially my father, this will be the ended for me and ena…the rela gives us 2 minutes to follow her or we will responsible for anything happen..so huda and I get into the ambulance while ena and some huda friend went to huda house…suddenly, my father called and asked me when we will comes back to the hotel since we’re had book a room for us three…I sais we can’t go back and we made a white lied…we said because it was totally jammed in putrajaya and we had missed the last ERL…my father was pissed off at us..and said he had book the room but actually my cousin can stay there…of course I won’t tell him about hafizah was in ambulance and need to be rushed to the hospital…for the whole journey, the rela asked me not to let hafizah sleep as maybe something will happen…huda and I slightly hit her body to prevent her from unconscious…and I know it was really hurt for her. finally, we arrived at the hospital and again  I was scolded because not bringing hafizah identity card along..gosh…then I said we sibling didn’t hold our won ic until gone to university since my parent keep our ic for safe keeping…

then, she was sent to a glass room for a examination…hafizah told me, the hospital staff was a bit annoyed because they having handle all those fainted case since the evening…and then hafizah went for further check up with a doctor…and the doctor was really nice…she said next time , don’t be too excited and don’t forget to eat something before the concert started…hafizah was totally fine..i was relieved…the doctor prescribed some medicine and we done…

then huda hired a taxi and went to her home…I asked my sister to ate nasi goring that ibu dah tapaukan, took her medicine and sleep for couple of hours..
hahahha…at first we decided to keep it as a secret but at last we told our mother about it…she laughed and told my sister to eat before the concert next time…and my father was shocked when we told him that we have to rode an ambulance to send hafizah to hospital…that night was really one of a best night for me…although my ultimate bias donghae oppa not coming on that day....